Clank

I want to clank my fist against the armor they’re constructing inside me. Rattle the scaffolding just enough to let them know I know there are laborers hammering away at this shiny new space suit they’re building inside me I can feel them hammering with their tiny hammers. My skin can feel them all so … Read more

1871

Fingers slow tonight from extra age, blown into my hands. The wind’s extra fierce tonight. So I sat by the lid of the fire pit after we switched it off in the cold tonight, sat in the dark tonight and watched the fire pit lid go from hot to not so. I don’t want to … Read more

Welcome to Hospital

In Generic World you go to local Hospital, and they say: “Welcome to Hospital,” and you can feel that capital letter, like they extra-mean it. You have a problem with one of your organs, and they say: “Organ Problem!” And you nod your head. “Let’s get that taken care of,” they say with Teeth. Doctor … Read more

Cold warriors, we

He gave me back my hard drives today by the pond by the geese by the free-range 3-year-olds who don’t even know what “pandemic” means. By their moms who don’t trust the geese, don’t trust the two old(er) guys at the picnic table with matching gray streaked beards handing a box between them. Wordless very … Read more

In praise of lousy words

Lousy words roll, start somewhere toward the back of his skull Marble out in his too full mouth toward his lips, from his lips spinning, spill out onto the floor. Lousy words make him slide fall sprain on the ice his wrist catching himself with his right hand, the seat of his pants cold, wet. … Read more

It’s changing

It’s changing things. I’m evolving into future me, some better biped. A cellular remodel til I can eat at a restaurant outside or be in a friend’s backyard outside and if they walk past me, too close, it’s ok, not too close after all. And I can use their restroom. And after that, after this: … Read more

Suddenly, yesterday

And then suddenly, yesterday, it was Spring. With dreams of visits to foreign lands — to movie theaters, coffee shops, to the insides of other people’s houses where dining room tables turned into desks might become dining room tables with a few things on them once again. All in the seasons ahead. Far away, down … Read more